As far as I am concerned, I feel better. Much better, actually. The big hole in my chest is getting smaller and smaller every day. It doesn't hurt as much as it used to. But, it's still there. I won't deny that it can't be permanently gone. However, it isn't mentally harmful anymore. I guess it has become a part of me somehow, like an old sad song.
It did give me a lesson. A good one. To be honest, this whole thing wasn't easy at all. In fact, it was one of the hardest things I had to do. Nonetheless, one should keep it mind, if you have been through the worse, then from there nothing can get as worse; things can only get better from then on.
I guess nothing is wrong, really. There's pretty much nothing to point a finger to. I do have to admit the existence of nature's law through the most rational way of thinking, where things just happens as it is. After all, it is life.
